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POSSESSOR

by FLOWERBOY

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1.
Everything 03:03
look at how the light clasps your face baby, you're a spool of gold thread on a loom of a god with glass hands can i hold you as you're woven? can i hold you as you're woven? i haven't felt lonely in days or nearly as broken i'm not skipping through the streets, but i leave the blinds open i leave the blinds open oh, i leave the blinds open and i get up on time i get up on time and i wash off my skin, hoping that maybe your glow will find its way into me can i hold you? can i know you? to me, you're everything
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Blood 04:37
i think i could be a man if america would let me real men sweat, they fuck their wives and then go out and run the country let me be soft, let me lay in a half-shell bed indisposed and red what's wrong with me what's wrong with them what's wrong with me what's wrong with them i taste blood everything i've ever loved is dripping down my back i lost another one i want to lay in the sun where nobody can come and get me and i want to run as far as my indecent lungs will let me real men die for promises that they don't understand, a blind religion in their hands men don't cry, they fuck their wives and then go out and ruin the land love, will you forgive me for what i'm not and what i am my heart's a basin my father filled it up with lead i taste blood everything i've ever loved is dripping down my back i lost another one and everything i've ever done won't be enough to get him back i taste blood everything i've ever loved is dripping down my back i lost another one and everything i've ever done won't be enough to get him back
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Light Blue 04:29
this feels like an abuse of the ritual a thousand yellow flowers in the swimming pool he put his hands on me real slow never even took his shirt off you only love me in the subliminal i hold my body like a bowl and look at you like the rain now nothing in this world feels new i peer around the corner, and i think that i see you, light blue so content to exist in your peripherals you watched him grip the skyline with his fingernails slack-jawed, eyes on your new god i can clip my own wings now, if i want now nothing in this world feels new i peer around the corner, and i think that i see you, light blue daniel kissed me hard in his living room it struck me like a hit to the head now nothing in this world feels new i peer around the corner, and i think that i see you, light blue light blue light blue light
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Regret 04:11
what if you found someone else at that party to suck your dick in the backyard you're not one for apologies you say they don't get you too far but i know it better than anyone that people like you just want people like me to like them forgot my name on the second date, and i liked it leaned in for a kiss and you looked around because we were in public i needed the way you filled up a room so i didn't have to show them all i was god damn empty of anything interesting and you could be anything to anyone you just can't hold your shape for too long johnny, keep on calling, i'm ten minutes from the pier stay on the line, keep on talking, so i know you're there take me to the shoreline, you can reason out the cause i'll just keep on learning how to justify your flaws you can get somebody else to grab at the brass ring pretend that it's me and that he can give you all the same things and i'll do what i do and feel happy for you in the corner and we'll be what we are, just a song on a voice recorder and you can be anything to anyone you can be anything to anyone you just can't hold your shape for too long
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Henry 03:51
i can't be reasoned with when i get this way i get all dressed up and then waste away the day i never did know just where to put my hands i wretch away from you and then come crawling back the only way i live is just inside your shadow the only way you see me's standing on your tiptoes i'll pick a day and place when i will disappear and you wouldn't notice it and if i had it my way, i would hitch me to your horse coax it into trotting, drag my body behind yours i lose my reason and my feelings when you're gone but when i'm with you all i do is write these songs the only way i live is just inside your shadow the only way you see me's standing on your tiptoes i'll pick a day and place when i will disappear and you wouldn't notice it
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Possessor 02:54
and i don't want to go outside i think i'd rather stay in here where i know everything is fine where i know i can disappear he's better off and moving on found someone with a better disposition i could rot in place for weeks and no one would know the difference so put your tongue in me i like it better when i'm asleep i like it better when my clothes are on i like it better when my mind is gone
8.
Cameron 03:53
cameron, pull the spring off of my skin something in the way you move calls me to you at night again i'd sooner find a way to bring the moon to you than leave i'd try to pin it down for you cameron, at dawn i'll do the quiet work of pulling our bodies out of the water near the town where you were born there's magic in the way you hold your head up to the sun makes me wish i'd known you back when you were young
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Pilgrim 03:09
you'll make a pilgrim of me yet you're a real asshole like that i was just something warlike, and birdlike and in you i saw a chance to make a nest come as you are is what you told me so i showed up to the party alone and depressed wearing yesterday's shirt and the sheets from your bed please, nathaniel, make a proper woman out of me so i can finally meet all of your friends and family god bless all the patriots with a handle on their knives we won't earn their acceptance until we are man and bride and i don't think you like me unless i'm a little drunk but i stopped that a month ago so you and me are done i don't think you like me unless i'm a little drunk but i stopped that a month ago so you and me are done i don't think you like me unless i'm a little drunk but i stopped that a month ago so you and me are done i don't think you like me unless i'm a little drunk but i stopped that a month ago so you and me are done you'll make a pilgrim of me yet you're a real asshole like that
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june eyes, neck thrown over his shoulder spittle on the back of a black-haired man i grunt between the breaths eyes to god, flicking ashes off a marlboro i give no credit to my love, it is selfish and shallow i wanted and took it, so callous and callow and inside an answer, which bears no question inside this body of mine, which bears no children and inside an answer, which bears no question inside this body of mine, which bears no children she was a brunette, his wife and his daughter he wore his necktie like a milemarker i'm just a possessor he knew i was boundless spineless, and barren fantastically wounded and inside an answer, which bears no question inside this body of mine, which bears no children and inside an answer, which bears no question inside this body of mine, which bears no children beg for forgiveness
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Thanks 02:29
i'll kiss you on your chest, laying in your bed for every violent storm inside of me, there's one warm day by the sea imagine that promise i'll get rest, you always know best and i won't drink unless it's saturday or flinch or pull myself away when you grab me and i'm not expecting it amplifier hiss every time we kiss amplifier hiss every time we kiss amplifier hiss every time we kiss amplifier hiss every time

about

The Phoenix-based artist FLOWERBOY’s album Possessor debuts in 2021 following the summer releases of indie rock singles “Everything” and “American Blonde.” The album explores the beautiful, albeit sometimes unhealthy, patterns of love and intimacy through the double lenses of neoclassical rock and gritty pop music. This album bears the sonic influences of Liz Phair, Big Thief, and Phoebe Bridgers, to name a few. But lyrically these songs delve into the startling specificity of private moments that are small, but somehow still meaningful and even momentous.

FLOWERBOY’s Alexander Danieli brings forth a surging sound coupled with cutting, poetic lyrics. Self-produced and recorded, upcoming album 'Possessor' is a genre-spanning mixture of eerie synth, rock guitar, sad pop vibes, and haunting lyricism that lends itself to reflective moments even amid crunchy guitar riffs and drum drops. Alexander's musical sensibilities reflect his classical training (piano and violin) but the style and content of his music is inextricably tied to his unique experiences of striving to grow on his trek through and against the modern day Americana. He is a storyteller that does not shy away from the topics of his own heartache, lost love, and sexuality.

It is hard not to see yourself in these potent lyrics. Drawing inspiration from the raw refrain of a Mitski ballad or the aching familiarity of a Stevie Nicks chorus, these songs painfully, beautifully tread the path of sorrowful regret and unrestrained hopefulness. If anything, this collection of songs is a reminder that even in this stark world we can still find warmth and joy if we are brave enough to seek them out.

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released September 30, 2021

vocals, backing vocals, strings, piano, synths, violins, guitar, bass, mixing, mastering, engineering, arranging, composition, art direction: alexander danieli
percussion: lux kiddo
additional engineering: roni lake
art: brandon mcgill, jerome burns, roni lake

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